Joshua66
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Joined: 09 Apr 2021
Posts: 23
Location: Vollen
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 Posted: Mon May 24, 2021 12:39 am Post subject: Spa Aspiration: Calming Songs For Spa |
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| Just thinking about things..my life, I hate it...can_t be myself around anyone especially when your a transgender girl...music is what calms me and relaxes me. I cry every time when I listen to this. I wanna be myself. I wanna live my life. I wanna go explore. Start a new life. New me. No more distractions or haters! All I want is to be happy. Maybe meet a special someone, who knows. I wish..I was grateful but I_m not. Lately..I just got a 2018 Civic Si and for some reason I_m not happy with it, WHY AM I NOT HAPPY!!!? My dad tried so hard to make me satisfied and I wasn_t ever grateful! I should be glad I even got a car, and a house with food on the table, and clothes I can wear, and water to shower everyday, and a Mom and Dad to support and love me...I wanna love myself but I can_t! I can_t! I hate myself! I_m so disgraceful! I_m so ungrateful! I_m so unsatisfied. I am nothing. I will be myself one day and to hopefully find myself smiling in the mirror looking at myself. Life is hard, nothing is easy and nothing isn_t free. I will work hard. I love you all, whoever is reading this, thank you __ I know it was sad for you to hear me say all of this but I just had to come out, this stress is killing me every day. Thank you for reading, which I doubt anyone will...but whoever you are, thank you __ Have a goodnight or good morning _ my blog :: Relaxing sleep Music |
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